June 2012
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Thinking about the future is just… Depressing. I feel horrible. Terrible, actually.
I shouldn’t cry. I mean, tears mean feelings and I don’t have feelings. I just don’t.
Stop it.
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Let me just crawl back into my cave of teen angst.
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What's good, ma?
corieann:
That list of summer plans. - Stay out later than usual. - Night driving with someone wonderful almost every weekend. - Go to Jelly’s. - Accept and go on a date. - Party hardy for old times’ sake. - Host a sleepover. - Go on many, many sleepovers. - Vamos a la playa. - Skinny dipping. - Do something new, something I’ve never done before.
… Tis all for now.
It’s been...
afterthewaves:
“Stars should not be seen alone. That’s why there are so many. Two people should stand together and look at them. One person will surely miss the good ones.”
-Augusten Burroughs
stellablu:
Kings of Leon vs. Lykke Li - Knocked...
May 2012
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I wish we said “fancy” in America. As in, “I fancy you.” It’s such a more agreeable term than “I have a crush on you.” What’s a crush? Like, I AM A BOA CONSTRICTOR AND I AM GOING TO IMMOBILIZE YOU WITH MY MISPLACED AND OBSESSIVE AFFECTION. “I fancy you” is like, you’re so shiny and glittery and I just want to put you on a shelf and look at you for a while ‘cause you’re fancy.
A billion thoughts racing though my mind right now. I’m probably overanalyzing all of it, I usually do, but I can’t help but think. Stumped on what the hell I’m doing right now. My actions have been shit this year, maybe I should just stop.
I might get attached, I always do. That’s when I get crazy and ridiculous, more crazy and ridiculous than I already am.
Why....
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It seems like the only time you know how someone is feeling is by reading their tumblr posts, checking out their tweets, or stalking their facebook. It’s like you don’t even have to ask someone how they’re doing or what they’re thinking, social networks do that for us.
And here is the problem, you’re not that type. I mean, shit, it’s a bitch move to want to...
Because it’s one thing to shed your clothes and share your body with someone but it’s another to be deep in conversation and share your thoughts with someone.
Its not difficult to get physical with someone but to actually talk to them, well, that’s another story. There are so many layers to peel back when you’re deep in discussion. Your skeletons creep out of the closet,...
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Sneaking out, sneaking in. Going on adventures to the beach or stargazing at the park. Cuddling in someones car or in each others bed. Taking a billion pictures that end up being deleted later. All late at night until the wee hours of the morning.
I used to think I was a totally different person when I’d do these things but this is the person I miss being.
I miss the experiences. I...
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I’ve come so far.
These past few years have just been a wonderful transformation for me. I’m so happy with myself and who I am. There’s no buried hate or yearn for acceptance. I’m content with just about everything in life.
It feels nice, being in such a good place, especially with summer right around the corner. It’ll be wonderful. I’m finally ready to...
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What's good, ma?
That list of summer plans.
- Stay out later than usual.
- Night driving with someone wonderful almost every weekend.
- Go to Jelly’s.
- Accept and go on a date.
- Party hardy for old times’ sake.
- Host a sleepover.
- Go on many, many sleepovers.
- Vamos a la playa.
- Skinny dipping.
- Do something new, something I’ve never done before.
… Tis all for now.
Cool and Calm - Dumbfoundead
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I’m selfish and self-centered, so self-engrossed, it’s ridiculous.
I think of myself and I only do things for myself. My actions are only for personal gains and amusement.
I do things so spontaneously to meet my needs, I don’t even think about the repercussions of my decisions.
God damn, I’ve hit a new low.
“I like art, and by art I mean music, poetry, sex, paintings, the human body,...”
– Hunter Reveur (via stellablu)
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jaaaaaas:
Shake it Out | Glee
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“Everything I’ve ever let go of had claw marks on it.”
– David Foster Wallace (via loveyourchaos)
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“I won’t kiss you. It might get to be a habit and I can’t get rid of habits.”
– F. Scott Fitzgerald, Flappers and Philosophers (via kahakaiiwi)
My feelings for you are greater than ever right now but I just have no clue where you stand, where we stand. If there even is a “we” to be considered, I don’t know. All I know is that I love your company and I love talking to you. At the end of the day, I feel like it’s always been you.
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“But I’m not gonna sit around and waste my precious divine energy, trying to...”
– (via loveyourchaos)
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ayysis:
Jetpack Shit / @suckafreecj
This song...
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April 2012
56 posts
“I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become.”
– Carl Jung (via loveyourchaos)
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dztl:
Justice - D.A.N.C.E
OH, YOU KNOW.
I can’t wait to cook breakfast and dinner for my lover.
I can’t wait to write letters to my friends going off to college, I bought new stationary stuff.
I miss Jae.
My new bed is amazing.
I wonder who is going to be the first person of the opposite sex to see it.
I want to go thrifting.
I like pandas.
I should do my homework.
Forever having a thing for tall boys.
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trndrf:
Mos Def | Mathematics
Numbers is hardly...
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It’s not that I don’t want a relationship, it’s just that I don’t really do relationships. They aren’t my thing and honestly, I’m just not that type of girl. Say I’m scared of commitment, hell yes. I’m too young to be tied down and too young to be thinking about these kinds of things.
I’ll admit that sometimes I get a little lust obsessed but...
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whyyysoodopee:
Heads Will Roll (A-Trak Remix) -...
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Just some stuff.
Skinny dipping at the beach.
Picnic date.
Study date.
A date at Jelly’s.
Pass all my AP exams.
Get a uke and learn to play.
Make breakfast for someone.
Indoor skydiving.
ATI with some lovely folks.
Make more friendship bracelets.
See someone off at the airport.
Morning sex and off to school.
Vent sesh; let everything that I’ve ever done off my chest for once.
Get...
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finchshawty:
Mr. Saxobeat | ALEXANDRA STAN
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